... and then the useless s.o.b. accuses you of ignoring him on purpose?? 
Yeah, happened to me yesterday, and today, except my phone was off and I told him yesterday when I missed a call I didn't know what was wrong with it (I have two switches and didn't realize the second was switched off even though the volume was high), and so now he's still fucking pouting and being an ass and sometimes I just want to strangle him!!!!!!!
Sometimes I really wonder if it's worth it and think, no, it's not, get me the fuck out of here as soon as the middle kid is out of the house I can't take this bullshit any longer. asshole.
grr. sorry.
Vianne baby no need to apologise...sounds like you and me are at the same place my darlin...I am dithering between staying and going ..some days I want to stay but most days I want to go...chin up darling..we loves you..
Vianne ~ a lot of us walk a similar path.
We ponder. A lot!
We are resilient just by our very nature.
Sometimes we make a turn on our path.
Sometimes we do not.
Therein lies the infinite deliberation.
You're not alone.
Vianne ~ a lot of us walk a similar path.
We ponder. A lot!
We are resilient just by our very nature.
Sometimes we make a turn on our path.
Sometimes we do not.
Therein lies the infinite deliberation.
You're not alone.
Oh boy.
You know that flipping off under the desk, I don't work in an office, my
desk is at home. So now you know what I do.
It's the stupidest smallest things that make you tick and lose it
isn't it?
it's awful indeed and there are times when you do wonder.
we are still living with my parents and it's hell cuz they keep
poking around and coming bwteeen us when they should be
staying in one place. trust me I am this close to losing it...
torn between trying to be happy with my
DH and making them happy...
So , don't you hate it when THAT happens
Sweety, get the heck out of there as soon as you can. I'd live in a tent
before I'd live with parents, and I am a parent of grown married people.
Sweety, get the heck out of there as soon as you can. I'd live in a tent
before I'd live with parents, and I am a parent of grown married people.
I know... it's horrible but it's hard to have a place of your own here.
we do and it will be finished in a month or so. then we have to start
furnishing the place.
I hope we will be able to move at the end of the summer.
at the moment I am at Uni so it's not too bad... oh who am I kidding
I am on the verge of a meltdown 
You will get no argument from me love...going to visit with mine for a week will be one of lifes big trials...
actually there is something worse than living with your parents...living with your inlaws !!
it will be finished in a month or so. then we have to start
furnishing the place.
I hope we will be able to move at the end of the summer.
You have a place...and your sights are set on
end of summer.
Soooo...taking one day at time? You'll get there
FavD, Hunny...you'll get there.
Your journey is just at a difficult place right now.
The straight away lies ahead.
And think, (in between those Johnny daydreams),
how nice it will be...alone at last!!
I go into the bathroom at night...turn the
light out and just sit there in total darkness
peace and quiet. It is a respite.
Hey, ya gotta take it when and where ya "can"
....there's not enough Johnny news.
When I have to give a speech in class tomorrow...
When I have to give a speech in class tomorrow...
bummer! One of the hardest things for me to do.
Hey Mashed, did ya check out the coffee thread yesterday?
*birthday wishes*
. . . JDa gets hacked ~ AGAIN ~
and we can't help Idzy fix things,
which takes so much time and patience.
(But we're glad to have the back door key...for sure.)
I'm sorry but WTF is the Green shit about? I've been on about this shit for years and now everyone is "oh are you doing the Earth Hour?" crap? Hunny, we've been in a place for years (yes, back to the 50's even!!) when they were "testing" atomic/nuclear bombs in the desert for ___ sake! Now, cos there was this movie that won an award (plueeze the man had a ghost writer for ___ sake!!) (oh and he invented the internet too) has been recognized for other people's efforts on the Global Warming thing. Hellloooooooo!! Where have they been?????
You think????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Oh, yeah, I think maybe I'll recycle now... uh duh.
Sorry. Renewable resource? Stupidity.
Just me venting a little.
I'm having one of those days of life, when you have to do the hard thing.
The right thing to do isn't always easy. Then you wonder did I make the
right decision?
I made the appointment two days ago. Knowing I could cancel it if the time
wasn't right.
The time is right. It has to be today, tomorrow would bring more pain and suffering.
She has been my loyal, fierce, intelligent, protective, aloof, funny, motherly,
sexy, beautiful, female, feline friend for 22 years.
It's hard to say goodbye.
